Josh502

Not that my title will have anything to do with this journal entry, just some new things I'm striving for. I'm really trying to get my free lancing going, so if any of you would to be so kind as to "like" my Facebook page, I would really appreciate it.    Besides freelancing, I've been painting more and more, So expect some pretty average paintings until I get the hang of it. Starting some actual Art classes, so I should e s]posting some of that stuff soon. It's mainly graphic design, so I'm really eager to get started. I'm also hoping these classes will help with some gaps I have at work.    I know these journals have been far in between

Laying here without you next my heart beats slow within my chest your love made me so strong and new if only I could of held onto you but I couldn't and this I know I'm moving on and its time to go it used to hurt so badly inside but now its like I never cried my pieces collected and I start to glue eventually it will be fixed as good as new I hope I find some one like you who does the things you used to do but only better and less askew if I only knew what you knew I will always remember how my heart was in a knot I hope you felt the same as I do not even a flinch at the pain that I went through even now I try to make things

So I started writing a novel a while back and I recently picked back up on it. My friend really motivated me with some great enthusiasm! I would love to get some constructive criticism on my story so far so if any one would like to read it (and not steal the plot) I would more than willing let you read it. WARNING:  This story contains a homosexual theme, I don't know why I have to warn people sense we live in 2011 but I would rather be safe than sorry. The last thing I want on my plate is some redneck hillbilly backwater inbred screaming at me about how him and his ignorant closed minded bigot friends (also add the thing listed before) ar